sanatae

I'm still here, still lurking.

Trying this whole Original Character Tournament dealies, doing it as a writer (please forgive the terrible art >.<). Figured it's a good shot to get me to actually write for once! If not a permenant thing, well, then, maybe more often than I do now.

So, hope you enjoy. Not that many of you out there actually watch me.

something that helped me out a lot for writing and finally making progress:

shop.hollylisle.com/jamaffilia…

They're rather cheap, can get it with paypal, and the whole series will cost you less than $40. Instant - access too, so you can do it all on your computer. I like it, a lot.

PS: my language is now written, working on the culture-bit next.

blah blah, maybe i'll actually write *zomg*

see, something within the past week! Only a li'l prodding needed.

hrm, more later perhaps

so... i've been suffering a serious lack of motivation for writing... not so much a lack of creativity, but a lack of faith in my own skills... i've pretty much condemned myself to forever being a horrible artist, and for a long time i relied very heavily upon my writing for a sense of ... success in something... and now... well, not so much. i feel burdened by the supposed "goodness" of what i write, but i'm discouraged by the lack of ... response? i get one or two, and it's always "this is good" but never anything constructive... i just feel so blase toward writing anymore, it's why i've done none of it and have largely given up the hope of being a writer. who knows, maybe someday...